define the word ISOLATION..

When I first discovered that I was to going to be separated from closest best friends it felt like my world was tearing apart, it felt like it was the end of the world. Even though I felt like that I never had the guts to express my feelings, I was still smiling and I know deep inside of me I was pretending because what I really felt was that I was completely and utterly alone! I was really good at hiding things, I maintained a smiling face until the day ended. No one knew that I felt that way, not even my friends! Before I went to bed I was thinking real hard on the statement "maybe, it's meant to be", I prayed that whatever the reason God had for deciding to put me in Catherine was to make me understand further what my mission was here on earth. I've realized that all things happen for a reason and that everybody needs a chance to be with somebody else.